Sunday, 20 May 2012



last sunday, there is a death near my house
and u know what
that sunday was Mother's Day
and the one that had died was a mother

last friday
one of my tamhidi friend
had went back to her Creator
although we didn't know each other

kullu nafsin zaiqotul maut

every person will feel the death
i remembered there is one person that really make this as his motto

the late Steve Jobs
yes he did it
to be a successful person

Orang yang paling BIJAK ialah orang yang selalu ingat kepada mati dan sentiasa bersedia untuk mati (dengan melakukan amal ibadah)...
(Maksud Hadis)

i did visited my neighbour that i mentioned earlier
remembering what should i do when visiting the dead
and suddenly the one that bathed the dead shouted
"can i ask some favour?! please keep quite!"
and few minutes later came an old man asking another favor
"u olls... why not 'donate' al-fatihah or al-ikhlas to the dead instead of chatting?! she really needs it..."
(*in sad tone)
sometime our society don't really practise what Islam taught...
in another sight
it made me think how beatiful Islam is
as Islam don't allow us to moarn over the dead 
a YAY!!!
because InsyaAllah we will meet again in Jannah


Saturday, 12 May 2012

tamhidi perubatan


i was an ex-student of tahmhidi perubatan in USIM.
i know there are some usim-student-to-be are searching for information about this.
just like me before...searching for pictures n etc.

first, about ta'ruf week
on the registration day,
go early but not too early
because if you arrive at kolej kediaman early u can choose ur bed :)
upon arriving at stadium tertutup Nilai
wait on the seats in the stadium and watch what people are doing at ground floor
and u'll know what to do
if i'm not mistaken
first u have to submit all the forms and everything that they need
make sure u check everything that they need
if not it will become a havoc to you
esp the form of perjanjian asasi (kut..)
just follow what it needs
with the ballpoint pen
not wet ink
just follow
be obedient!
then, u need to go for photography session
fot the matric card
so wear the taaruf uniform when u go for the registration
pick ur goodies, house key, and matric card
and then,
move to ur kolej kediaman
at my time, it was in kolej kediaman Nilam Court
u have to go there with ur family
it takes about 20 minutes from the STN
if u reach early
u can pack ur things first
because u might not have enough time
as the taaruf days may start on the same day
taaruf in USIM was not really a taaruf
because most of the programs were listening to talks
some might come from politician
it was just 2/3 days
and yes u need to wear the taaruf uniform through the taaruf week
no need to make a lot of pairs because u'll need to wear that just during that period only

parents and family



the only transports during this time is bus
if u want to bring ur own cars or motorcycles
u're allowed but u have to apply for the permission first
it is easier and faster to move if u have ur own transports

about everyday life
8.30-5.30 lectures and tutorial
not everyday is full
on certain days maybe u can go back earlier
or go to campus later
u'll reach kknc about 6.30pm if u ride usim's bus
the journey from main campus to kknc take about 30 minutrs
before that u'll have to perform solat n wait for the bus 'patiently'
so when u arrive at kknc go n buy ur dinner first from the cafe or stalls outside kknc
and eat in ur house with ur housemates
so, at night u can have discussions, revisions, etc
and it rotates again the next day

about the house
or so called apartment
in a house there is 3 rooms with 8 persons (max)
and the beds are double-deckers
my room was a bit small n limited :')
but it was not a big problem though (yeke?)
it also has kitchen, bathroom, toilet, middle space (like living room..maybe)
and place to hang wet clothes
unfortunately i don't have all the pictures...
ur house address would be like this
eg: D-5-1-1
means block D
level no 5
house no 1
and room no 1
usually medic student will got room no 1
which is a room with 4 occupants

the lecturers
they are ohsem!!!
especially Mr. ARHO
(Mr. Abdul Rahim Haji Omar)
he teaches physics

what else??!!

seindah perhiasan

Thursday, 10 May 2012

i want to be a good muslimah

i just finished reading 'Tautan Hati' by Fatimah Syarha.
it is a good book. it is really suitable to be read by all muslimeen and muslimat.
the book covers a lot of issues such as dakwah, baitul muslim, akeedah, and so on.
it really give a spirit to change.
change to a better person. i always want to change.
and day by day i try to improve myself.
but yet i'm not really strong to always istiqamah.
humans..their faith(iman) have ups and downs.

what this book has told me is about the real da'wah.
before this i was a naqibah in my former school.
so i should be so familiar with the dakwah things.
but yet after i read this book, i think i was really far to reach the title of da'e.
if i am able to fo back to my past, i would to change and upgrade what had i done that time.
our jobs in this duniya are always as a servant and khalifah of Allah.
to promote ma'ruf and prevent mungkar.
to ask people to Allah.
to know Allah.
to know Islam.

i believe it's not easy to become a good muslimah.
we have to overcome a lot of obstacles.
from anyone and anything.
especially from our own nafsu...

i found this on facebook...
i've been looking for it  for quite a long time.
since i read 'Versus' by Hlovate.
it's also called as mutaba'ah amal...

if possible i want to make copies of this and distribute to all my sahabat...

Oh, Allah! please give us strengths to change for find Your love!
Please blessed us with Your love O Allah!

wallahu a'lam...